Such a lonely day

[please ignore this post]

:(

today felt really depressing.

i woke up in the morning at 10, brushed my teeth and went straight to the kitchen and grabbed some toast and eat in front of the TV and just sat there till noon.

THEN, i went up, checked my fb and what not. and i went down. Ate lunch at 2 and just sat on the couch the whole afternoon. i don't even recall doing anything productive today.

wanted to take a nap at 6 till dinner time. but i woke up 15 minutes after i slept. sigh. so i wanted to go cycling but it was drizzling. so i just laid on my bed till 8.

then i made dinner. ate and just sat in my room. showered around 9 and and sat in my room doing NOTHING till now. its gonna be 12am :(((((( omgg. my mom asked me if I'm okay, and i didn't really know how to answer that. i mean, i am okay. but i just felt really... useless today. like i didn't accomplish anything! have you guys ever felt like this? or is it just me. heh.


I'm supposed to be at ipoh by now. But my dad had some stuffs to do. so, I'll be leaving tomorrow at 8.30am. my Grandma's birthday is on Sunday. that's why I'm going ipoh. I'll be back on Monday or Tuesday. I plan to not sleep tonight. :) (which will not work)

anyways, i gtg now. I have to pack up and stuffs, so I'll see ya later!

X