Kasim, where are you? :(

Today marks day #4 since kasim went missing :(

This is the longest I've been without seeing kasim. The longest was 2 days, and that was because i went to negeri sembilan. I MISS HIM SO MUCH :'( man, I'm tearing up right now.

I knew this day would come.. but i didn't know it will come so soon. This is kinda stupid, but I've been crying myself to sleep every night since he went missing. he has been with me everyday since the 12th of July 2009 :(

I miss seeing him waiting outside my door and meowing cause hes tryna get in.
I miss waking up in the middle of the night to feed him cause he's always hungry around 3/4am.
I miss it when he curls up next to me at night cause he's cold.
I miss it when he meows loudly when he's trying to get out of the room.
I miss it when he licks my face when he tgh manja.
I miss seeing him sleeping on the couch when i get back from school.
I miss seeing him eating, then he goes straight to the toilet to drink some water (his water bowl is in the toilet).
I miss giving him warm baths.
I miss kissing him goodnight and tucking him on the box under my dressing table.
I miss it when he sleeps around my feet under the study table whenever i study.
I miss how he always stares at everyone while meowing a bit whenever we're all having lunch/dinner.
I miss how he sleeps on my shoulder whenever i carry him around (when he's sleepy)
I miss going for walks with him.
I miss it when he needs someone to feed him, otherwise he wont eat.
I miss the sound he makes when he gets annoyed. He will breathe out loudly, once.
I miss seeing him when he's tryna squeeze himself through the grill in the house.
I miss seeing him climbing up the balcony to get to my parents room to get in the house cause the front door is closed.
I miss how smart he is.
I miss his purr. he doesnt do it much, but when he does.. it warms everyones heart.
I miss his meow.
I miss him.

my baby is gone :'(

i can write a 10 page essay of how much i miss him. but it will bore you guys.

Okay, i have to go now, its 4am and i should really get some sleep. I hate waking up knowing that the list of things that i miss about kasim wont be happening anymore.

He is not just a cat okay. I love him :(