It's been a while

It really has been a while since i last wrote in this. Many things had happened since then. oh how I wished I blogged more. Since 2012, I'm currently at my final year of Uni now finishing up my degree. Lived in France for 6 months in 2013 and had one of the best times of my life. Traveled around Europe with my best friend Affiah for a month. Bil got married to Eman and had a baby boy. Nurul graduated and is now working. I traveled more (indonesia, thailand, borneo, islands of msia), lost weight, attended more marathons. Affiah moved to France to pursue her degree (in french too!). And the best of all, I fell in love.

I met Marin in Unirazak last year, october 2013. We started going out and I realised that hes not like other guys. Things started to be more serious in 2014. The best thing about this is that at the beginning I didn't expect anything to happen, that he's just going to leave once his semesters in msia are done. But there is just something about him, I want to keep him with me forever if I can. Now that he has met my family and friends, everyone loved him. We have many plans with each other in the future that I'm looking forward to.  

I've had far too many good days since 2012, a bad day is bound to happen. It was a few days ago, I experienced one of the worst feelings I've ever had. I had to say good bye to the person I love, and not knowing when exactly I will be seeing him again. I really can't begin to explain how it felt. Its like as though you're letting go of something so valuable and precious, something that makes you so happy and keeps you sane. I felt like I had a huge hole in my heart, my face was puffed up from crying too much, I didn't want to let him go from my arms. 

Everything is getting better day by day, as we constantly stayed in contact everyday. Some people don't believe we can make it, but their opinions is what keeps us stronger. While most people, including us, believe we can if we try. We will see each other again not too long from now :) 

Dear blog,
I feel like total crap and i'm not even sure why. again.

Facebook Timeline

hey blog.

today, i randomly opened my fb profile page and i realized that it has finally changed to 'timeline'. this is when they classified EVERYTHING that I've ever done on fb into years, and months so that its easy to refer to. in other words, stalker heaven.

So anyways, i looked through it and i saw so many things that i did on Facebook from pictures, to comments, to wall posts. especially wall posts. Facebook used to be really active back then (2008-2010)! when i was looking through my timeline, it brought me back to the time when everything happened. each picture, each wall post, brought back so many memories.

I was smiling to myself as i was scrolling through my page. i was laughing too! all the good times I've had with my friends. but then, it made me realize something. all those people i used to talk to back in high school, i don't talk to them anymore. then i start to think to myself. what happened? is this what everyone goes through? have so many friends in high school, but as you go on, only the close ones remain?

This is my favourite picture of Raees so far. omg too cute. aunty loves you bb!

"we met when we were 20"

so just now, i asked my parents how old were they when they met each other. my mom couldnt answer cause she was too busy smiling to herself -_- so i asked my dad who happens to be walking up the stairs. he said "we were...in college. we met when we were 20. then we MET when we were 24" lol :p

i swear to god they were both so shy to answer that question. both smiling and finding words to put together. i wish they could be more open about their past! well, nonetheless, i got my answer.

11.11.11

sure its just a date, and sureee every date will never ever repeat ever again, but cmon, not all dates are as pretty as this :)

so on this beautiful day today, Nor nurul and i went ice skating at sunway pyramid. and it was awesome. it wasnt crowded at all! It was nors first time so it was a struggle for her. lol

we went from 2-4. it was really tiring! then after that we went to eat at Sushi King. then we went walking around sunway while looking for a swimsuit for nor. and srsly, time flew by so fast we didn't realise it was already 6.30! so then after that we rushed back to the car park, but we were too late. the massive friday Jam has already begun. finally reached home at around 8.

then i chilled for a bit, and got bored. so i went to mai's place and we had some ramly and just talked till 12 ish. just as i got home, affiah called me out. but i couldnt make it cause it was already too 'late'. sheesh. :\

if i went i bet i'll have a good time anyways. but wtv, I had a pretty awesome day today.

time for bed! night.

` kasim is being so adorable :3