Kasim, where are you? :(

Today marks day #4 since kasim went missing :(

This is the longest I've been without seeing kasim. The longest was 2 days, and that was because i went to negeri sembilan. I MISS HIM SO MUCH :'( man, I'm tearing up right now.

I knew this day would come.. but i didn't know it will come so soon. This is kinda stupid, but I've been crying myself to sleep every night since he went missing. he has been with me everyday since the 12th of July 2009 :(

I miss seeing him waiting outside my door and meowing cause hes tryna get in.
I miss waking up in the middle of the night to feed him cause he's always hungry around 3/4am.
I miss it when he curls up next to me at night cause he's cold.
I miss it when he meows loudly when he's trying to get out of the room.
I miss it when he licks my face when he tgh manja.
I miss seeing him sleeping on the couch when i get back from school.
I miss seeing him eating, then he goes straight to the toilet to drink some water (his water bowl is in the toilet).
I miss giving him warm baths.
I miss kissing him goodnight and tucking him on the box under my dressing table.
I miss it when he sleeps around my feet under the study table whenever i study.
I miss how he always stares at everyone while meowing a bit whenever we're all having lunch/dinner.
I miss how he sleeps on my shoulder whenever i carry him around (when he's sleepy)
I miss going for walks with him.
I miss it when he needs someone to feed him, otherwise he wont eat.
I miss the sound he makes when he gets annoyed. He will breathe out loudly, once.
I miss seeing him when he's tryna squeeze himself through the grill in the house.
I miss seeing him climbing up the balcony to get to my parents room to get in the house cause the front door is closed.
I miss how smart he is.
I miss his purr. he doesnt do it much, but when he does.. it warms everyones heart.
I miss his meow.
I miss him.

my baby is gone :'(

i can write a 10 page essay of how much i miss him. but it will bore you guys.

Okay, i have to go now, its 4am and i should really get some sleep. I hate waking up knowing that the list of things that i miss about kasim wont be happening anymore.

He is not just a cat okay. I love him :(

ready, set, GO!

Hey people :)

im done with Trials guysssss :D now, SPM. cant wait for it!

So anyways, Tomorrow is 10.10.10! the date that only comes once in 100 years. awesum! My eldest sister is getting engaged tomorrow btw. Its gonna be a looong day. They already set the tent outside. Omg, it looks so nice at night with the lights and stuff <3 Today was super tiring itself. I woke up super early to go and buy breakfast for everyone with my sister. then, my brother inlaws family came for lunch. and it so happens that Kasim pooed under my bed and i had to clean it up!! the whole bloody house smells D:

Then, i became my moms driver for a day. Sent her here and there to buy things for tomorrow. mostly in Taman Tun area lah. then when i got back i went to the salon with my sisters which took us like, 4 hours or so. then i had to make the carrot cake which turns out AWESOME. thennnn, dressed up and went to Valencia for my mom's friends open house and after that to my cousins baby's birthday. i just got back about an hour ago, and now its 11pm.

a day well spent. (Y)

Reunited and it feels so good :)

FINALLY after almost A MONTH, me and my saga are reunited! I sent if for repair at the Proton workshop near Curve on the 29th August and I juuuust got it back today which is the 25th September. Bloody hell wehh.. and guess what? Their not even done. They haven't repaired the locking system. Omg, i swear, I'm super pissed!!

Me and my mom went to the workshop to pick it up around 11am today, and they told us that they'll need another week to repair the locking system cause their supplies are not here yet. WHAT THE HELL.

But my dad thinks that its a waste of time. So he took it back home and he'll send it back next week. I'm telling you, Since im not driving to school/tuition/etc lately, no one remembers to pick me up :(

Mark my words, after this, I am NEVER sending my car to Proton EVER again. and you know what?? they accidentally scratched the bonnet and they tried to polish it to cover it up but they made it worse :\ the colour is kinda faded at the part where they polished, so they said that they'll give a new paint job for free. On the other hand, my car looks good as new. New lights and super shiny :)

oh and btw, its not RM1400 anymore. Its RM3800! mahai...

An expensive lesson

Here's a photo of my Saga. It may not look bad, but it is kinda bad for an accident from a very short distance.

The dude called me this morning about the accident. We wanted to file a police report so that we can claim insurance but we figured that its alot of work.

First we have to go to a police station, fill in a report slip, take pictures of the car then submit the form and the pictures to the police, then the police will have to go through it and investigate things which will usually take several weeks maybe months, and in some case they will have to keep the car with them, then we have to go back to the police station and fill in more forms, and finally when they approve, THEN we can claim form the insurance company and get the car fixed.

So we decided to just get the car repaired ourselves. He suggested a workshop along jalan Ipoh, so we agreed. We met them there and discussed with the repair dude and he came with a conclusion; both cars about RM4000+! D:

So my dad suggested this place where he always brings his car, around the PJ area. So we got there and the guy wrote the price on a piece of paper. My car costs about RM1400+ and the waja costs about RM1000.

I have to change the bonnet, the grills and the bumper and a paint job. sigh...
whereas the waja needs to change the right back light and the bumper and prolly some knocking and paint job on the boot.

My dad said he felt sorry for me cause i have to face these kind of problems at a very young age whilst my friends are just under the pressure of studying.

Yet, he feels glad that im gaining more experience on the road and in life. hohoho (Y)

Over all, I'm thankful that this happened to me. It made me realize that life is very fragile. One mistake, and your life might be gone. So we have to always, ALWAYS be careful with whatever we're doing. no joke.

1st Accident

Hello there.

Today, i had an accident. well, a minor one i suppose. I have to admit it was my fault.

This is what happened:

So i was driving from hartamas heading back to damansara, it was about 10pm, and it was a slow moving traffic... and at that very moment, i had like, the hugest sneeze ever and i accidentally accelerated and WHAM!! I hit the car infront of me. It was a Waja. My lip hit the steering wheel and my neck hurts. Seat belts are stupid.

I cant really explain how i felt at that time man. I was freaking scared, felt like crying, nervous, kinda felt like laughing cause i was thinking of the reason why i bumped into his car; sneeze. what. and i was clueless. So i pulled to the side and went out the car.

He went out as well, so i was like.. "sorry, i sneezed." and he kinda laughed. THANK GOD HE'S COOL. Hes freaking cool about it lah. I told him i dont know what to do. So he asked for my number and he said he'll call me. He said its pretty bad on his car, but mine was still quite okay. He looks familiar though.. but not so sure. I hope its no one i know.

His back light was broken and his bumper was dented. Mine was the front bumper which was dented. Its just needs a knocking job. but still.

So, Im gonna lay off the steering wheel for a while now.. atleast till after SPM. lol.

LAKSAM = SUCCESS (Y)

Today, my mom and i spent 2 hours in the kitchen tryna make laksam. Its the BEST THING EVA! Kelantan style ;)

its quite easy but it takes ALOT of effort to do it man. If you don't know what a Laksam is, its like laksa.. only waaaaaaay nicer!

Man, i didn't really take any photos of it. but it looks like this ah

My sauce is thicker and nicer. This one looks kinda diluted..

IM HUNGRY FOR MORE!

Gonna eat some more during sahur.

kbye!

Kasim oh Kasim

I just gave Kasim a warm bath. Oh he likes that, seriously. He keeps quiet whenever i shower him in warm water. in fact, he even closes his eyes cause he enjoys it!

I'm in a dilemma right now, guys. I don't know if i should neuter him or not. cause every single freaking day when he comes back home, he will have new cuts and he'll be bleeding and his fur will be all black/brown with longkang dirt or wtv it is. everyday. Taiko cat.

I still love him very much :)

He is currently next to me, curled up in my blanket cause he's cold.



I don't want Kasim to be all lonely and depressed if i neuter him. I mean, i know, he'll stay at home and not fight and all but i still want him to have a life. I think its kinda selfish if i do though. :\