I faced my fear today!

I have a confession.. I am secretly scared of the lion dance. there, i said it! i tried not making it obvious.. but i just cant help it. last night at Keefe's house, i was so shocked to see the lion dance thing! i seriously didn't wanna go inside at first. hahaha, i sound so lame.

Keefe's open house was awesome btw! BUT, i was sweating like a pig and i don't even know why! man... the sweat ruined my good hair day :( but never mind that. Keefe should make more parties (Y) :D

Today i went to kasturi. took the lrt there. I was just listening to my mp4 in the lrt. then, some random mat salleh guy took my left ear phones off and said Hi. Seriously, i was really shocked at first! i thought its some rempit yang nak curi my things. Then he smiled and went off to kl central. I smiled back of course but Okay, just because he's white doesn't mean he can do anything. I think he said hi several times but i couldn't hear. ahh well.

So anyways, After tuition, i met up with Farah. We walked around petaling street for fun lah before going back. suddenly, there it was. that sound. The lion dance. i swear, THEY WERE EVERYWHERE! There were at least 4 of them i think. but different places. I feel like they're following me all the time!

:(

Love ya

I miss you mama!

My mom went to Indonesia on monday for my sisters graduation. Shes now officially Dr. Nurhafizah! congratulations nor :D

My mom went at 1pm so i didn't get to follow her to the air port. On that morning, when i was about to go to school, i said good bye to my mama and got all emotional after that. I really really miss her :'(

So its just me and my dad. well, nurul moved back here so shes around once in a while. Tomorrow, my dad is going to join them at bandung for the official graduation on the 1st of march.

They'll only come back on the 3rd of march. man... so lama. But the good news is, I gave my mom a list of things to buy, so I'm just thinking about that everyday to make me happy :D

I guess I'm stressed out?

I don't really know how it feels to be stressed out for real, but i think I'm stressed now. haha, it sounds so pathetic! but yeah, its not like those "omg, exams is tomorrow! STRESS!" its more like those things where you had too much to take and then you cry over the smallest thing, you get angry really quickly and that you just feel like giving up. ugh, sounds so depressing.

I've never really experienced the physical effects of it until today. I cried for no reason (got la, but its personal), My eyes are kinda reddish today, I didn't have any mood for anything, Headaches all day long, PIMPLES on my face D: , ulcers on my tongue :( but that's cause i bit it accidentally.. still.

My parents are lucky that even though I'm stressed or wtv I don't do those bad things that teenagers do. I don't smoke, i don't drink, I don't do drugs, I don't merempit (uhh..), i don't go around guys and let them do whatever they want with me. banyak lah.

To you girls that does all those things just to 'calm' yourself down or whatever, you're pathetic. Seriously.

so yeah, I don't know what to do.
Sorry for the boring post.

Unexpected fun :)

Hey guys! I don't think I'm gonna private my blog. The whole reason I'm gonna private it is cause i found out that my mom follows it. But i don't really care now.. baca lah, mak :)

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So today went totally unexpected. I actually planned to meet up with Athirah, affiah and Mai at Bangsar Village for dessert and a chit chat session. lamaaaaaa tak jumpa Athimo! :)

but then my sister told me that she and liyana (my cousin) are gonna go to Tini's house for a swim and asked me to tag along. So i had to choose between swimming/lunch with family and Lunch with friends. So ended up going swimming. you know... family first, all that.

Then i texted Athirah and affiah and maisarah and told them that i cant make it and that i had to go to OU to have lunch with my sisters instead. They were sad and all. Then later on when me, my sisters and my cousin got to ou, I got a text from Affiah saying that they changed the plan and that they are going to OU as instead, and at the same time, It was Nadhils birthday and that alot of friends will be at Nandos to have lunch! I was like reaaaaally happy! :D

So I told my sisters that i was going to join my friends instead and they were okay with it. They went to Dave's Deli.

Then after a while i had to go back to my sisters place. I balik awal :(

We watched 'Cloudy with a Chance of Meat Ball' on my sisters lappy for a while then when it got shadier, we went swimming.

THE WATER WAS FREEZING! D:

Over all, it was fun!
Thanks you guys :)

Last

Hey guys, (yes this includes you, mak)

I just got back from Johor today. my uncle had a house warming. So we had a BBQ thingy yesterday. The house is damn nice!

So anyways, I'm gonna private my blog starting from next week or something. I just gotta figure out how to though.

So if you wanna continue reading my boring blog just comment anywhere kayss :)

my mom found my blog btw. thats why I'm privating this :)

K BYE!

:'(

Sayang :(( ❤

I miss you gremlin.

Sports Day '10

shit, I'm getting emotional you guys! This is the LAST sports day in my life :((( omggg. :'(

Photo's will be uploaded soon. Didn't take much though. So Ungu got 2nd for perbarisan. Congrats! but i was seriously positive that we will get first. WE WERE SO GOOD, I SWEAR. I don't understand how merah can win. seriously effed up Mann. Sorry merah if you're reading this. I'm just really annoyed now.

the weather was SO HOT TODAY! Sports day ended pretty late this year. we arrived school at 4.30pm or something like that. then went to desa to drink. got home at about 5+, and slept straight away.

omg, I'm so angry and sad right now. i Don't feel like blogging anymore. See ya.

I'm 17 :)

So, todays my 17th Birthday :) the day went pretty normal, like any other day except for the random birthday wishes and songs! malu lah :)

HAHAH!

So anyways, in the morning we had raptai for marching. Then, after school it was Tarik tali. and as usual, ungu got FIRST! seriously man, i love ungu :)

Then i had math tuition at 6. Then At night, my parents and i went to Chili's to celebrate my 17th birthday. ohhh the food was heaven 0:)

Tomorrow is the saringan for sports day, so we have to go to the stadium to run and stuffs. then on Thursday is Sports day.

btw, Yesterday i started Kasturi. Its pretty okay i guess. but I'm really lazy to go there. I mean, it takes alot of effort lah. and the people there are kinda creepy. This one girl, she kept staring at me!! like, shes a Les or something. its not like the bitch stare or anything, its more like, fauzi stare! yeah, that. sick right?

Then me farah and affiah went to Rasta for a bazaar. Met up with ash li. shopped like crazy. well, not me, they did. hahah.

i don't know what else so say.
Je ne fume pas.

OMG!!!!!!

I DON'T WANNA MOVE HOUSES AGAIN! WTF! >: ((((
I SWEAR, I AM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW.