2010

So as we all know, new years is just around the corner. A lot or good things and bad things happened this year. A lot of mistakes done. I have learnt so much this year!

I got to drive legally, experienced my first accident, became an aunty, sat through spm, phone got wet at the beach at tioman, got a new awesome phone, went to Singapore for the first time, watched pitbull with my ladies, and sleeping on the streets (hehe), tioman with my friends, had an awesome senior year, watched the sunset for the first time, So many happy times!

Well, all in all I had a bloody good time this year and I'm wishing for a better one in 2011. I will definitely Learn from the mistakes I made This year and TRY to never ever repeat them.

Bye 2010.

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Its Over!!

HEY! i soooo need to update you guys!

Well, Spm has officially ended for me yesterday :) last paper was econs. I miss my Mac so much! my mom took it away from me a couple of months before SPM started, and i was finally reunited with it yesterday :D:D:D

I'm definitely gonna blog more now that i got my lappy back.

WIEJDIAUHBCKJSZB!!! I FORGOT TO TELL YOU GUYS!! MY SISTER FINALLY GAVE BIRTH TO RAEES ON THE 29th OCTOBER 2010!!

I swear, I'm in love with him ❤ heheee. tini stayed with us for like, almost a month :)

OH OH, and Kasim came back after 6 days! he gave me a scare! I've been emo-ing/ crying and what not. thank god he came back a few days before spm starts.

aaaaand, PROM NIGHT is tomorrow! and i don't have any shoes and clutch and i don't know what to do with my hair, and make up!! sometimes, i wish I'm a guy. no worries.

Kasim, where are you? :(

Today marks day #4 since kasim went missing :(

This is the longest I've been without seeing kasim. The longest was 2 days, and that was because i went to negeri sembilan. I MISS HIM SO MUCH :'( man, I'm tearing up right now.

I knew this day would come.. but i didn't know it will come so soon. This is kinda stupid, but I've been crying myself to sleep every night since he went missing. he has been with me everyday since the 12th of July 2009 :(

I miss seeing him waiting outside my door and meowing cause hes tryna get in.
I miss waking up in the middle of the night to feed him cause he's always hungry around 3/4am.
I miss it when he curls up next to me at night cause he's cold.
I miss it when he meows loudly when he's trying to get out of the room.
I miss it when he licks my face when he tgh manja.
I miss seeing him sleeping on the couch when i get back from school.
I miss seeing him eating, then he goes straight to the toilet to drink some water (his water bowl is in the toilet).
I miss giving him warm baths.
I miss kissing him goodnight and tucking him on the box under my dressing table.
I miss it when he sleeps around my feet under the study table whenever i study.
I miss how he always stares at everyone while meowing a bit whenever we're all having lunch/dinner.
I miss how he sleeps on my shoulder whenever i carry him around (when he's sleepy)
I miss going for walks with him.
I miss it when he needs someone to feed him, otherwise he wont eat.
I miss the sound he makes when he gets annoyed. He will breathe out loudly, once.
I miss seeing him when he's tryna squeeze himself through the grill in the house.
I miss seeing him climbing up the balcony to get to my parents room to get in the house cause the front door is closed.
I miss how smart he is.
I miss his purr. he doesnt do it much, but when he does.. it warms everyones heart.
I miss his meow.
I miss him.

my baby is gone :'(

i can write a 10 page essay of how much i miss him. but it will bore you guys.

Okay, i have to go now, its 4am and i should really get some sleep. I hate waking up knowing that the list of things that i miss about kasim wont be happening anymore.

He is not just a cat okay. I love him :(

ready, set, GO!

Hey people :)

im done with Trials guysssss :D now, SPM. cant wait for it!

So anyways, Tomorrow is 10.10.10! the date that only comes once in 100 years. awesum! My eldest sister is getting engaged tomorrow btw. Its gonna be a looong day. They already set the tent outside. Omg, it looks so nice at night with the lights and stuff <3 Today was super tiring itself. I woke up super early to go and buy breakfast for everyone with my sister. then, my brother inlaws family came for lunch. and it so happens that Kasim pooed under my bed and i had to clean it up!! the whole bloody house smells D:

Then, i became my moms driver for a day. Sent her here and there to buy things for tomorrow. mostly in Taman Tun area lah. then when i got back i went to the salon with my sisters which took us like, 4 hours or so. then i had to make the carrot cake which turns out AWESOME. thennnn, dressed up and went to Valencia for my mom's friends open house and after that to my cousins baby's birthday. i just got back about an hour ago, and now its 11pm.

a day well spent. (Y)

Reunited and it feels so good :)

FINALLY after almost A MONTH, me and my saga are reunited! I sent if for repair at the Proton workshop near Curve on the 29th August and I juuuust got it back today which is the 25th September. Bloody hell wehh.. and guess what? Their not even done. They haven't repaired the locking system. Omg, i swear, I'm super pissed!!

Me and my mom went to the workshop to pick it up around 11am today, and they told us that they'll need another week to repair the locking system cause their supplies are not here yet. WHAT THE HELL.

But my dad thinks that its a waste of time. So he took it back home and he'll send it back next week. I'm telling you, Since im not driving to school/tuition/etc lately, no one remembers to pick me up :(

Mark my words, after this, I am NEVER sending my car to Proton EVER again. and you know what?? they accidentally scratched the bonnet and they tried to polish it to cover it up but they made it worse :\ the colour is kinda faded at the part where they polished, so they said that they'll give a new paint job for free. On the other hand, my car looks good as new. New lights and super shiny :)

oh and btw, its not RM1400 anymore. Its RM3800! mahai...

An expensive lesson

Here's a photo of my Saga. It may not look bad, but it is kinda bad for an accident from a very short distance.

The dude called me this morning about the accident. We wanted to file a police report so that we can claim insurance but we figured that its alot of work.

First we have to go to a police station, fill in a report slip, take pictures of the car then submit the form and the pictures to the police, then the police will have to go through it and investigate things which will usually take several weeks maybe months, and in some case they will have to keep the car with them, then we have to go back to the police station and fill in more forms, and finally when they approve, THEN we can claim form the insurance company and get the car fixed.

So we decided to just get the car repaired ourselves. He suggested a workshop along jalan Ipoh, so we agreed. We met them there and discussed with the repair dude and he came with a conclusion; both cars about RM4000+! D:

So my dad suggested this place where he always brings his car, around the PJ area. So we got there and the guy wrote the price on a piece of paper. My car costs about RM1400+ and the waja costs about RM1000.

I have to change the bonnet, the grills and the bumper and a paint job. sigh...
whereas the waja needs to change the right back light and the bumper and prolly some knocking and paint job on the boot.

My dad said he felt sorry for me cause i have to face these kind of problems at a very young age whilst my friends are just under the pressure of studying.

Yet, he feels glad that im gaining more experience on the road and in life. hohoho (Y)

Over all, I'm thankful that this happened to me. It made me realize that life is very fragile. One mistake, and your life might be gone. So we have to always, ALWAYS be careful with whatever we're doing. no joke.

1st Accident

Hello there.

Today, i had an accident. well, a minor one i suppose. I have to admit it was my fault.

This is what happened:

So i was driving from hartamas heading back to damansara, it was about 10pm, and it was a slow moving traffic... and at that very moment, i had like, the hugest sneeze ever and i accidentally accelerated and WHAM!! I hit the car infront of me. It was a Waja. My lip hit the steering wheel and my neck hurts. Seat belts are stupid.

I cant really explain how i felt at that time man. I was freaking scared, felt like crying, nervous, kinda felt like laughing cause i was thinking of the reason why i bumped into his car; sneeze. what. and i was clueless. So i pulled to the side and went out the car.

He went out as well, so i was like.. "sorry, i sneezed." and he kinda laughed. THANK GOD HE'S COOL. Hes freaking cool about it lah. I told him i dont know what to do. So he asked for my number and he said he'll call me. He said its pretty bad on his car, but mine was still quite okay. He looks familiar though.. but not so sure. I hope its no one i know.

His back light was broken and his bumper was dented. Mine was the front bumper which was dented. Its just needs a knocking job. but still.

So, Im gonna lay off the steering wheel for a while now.. atleast till after SPM. lol.

LAKSAM = SUCCESS (Y)

Today, my mom and i spent 2 hours in the kitchen tryna make laksam. Its the BEST THING EVA! Kelantan style ;)

its quite easy but it takes ALOT of effort to do it man. If you don't know what a Laksam is, its like laksa.. only waaaaaaay nicer!

Man, i didn't really take any photos of it. but it looks like this ah

My sauce is thicker and nicer. This one looks kinda diluted..

IM HUNGRY FOR MORE!

Gonna eat some more during sahur.

kbye!

Kasim oh Kasim

I just gave Kasim a warm bath. Oh he likes that, seriously. He keeps quiet whenever i shower him in warm water. in fact, he even closes his eyes cause he enjoys it!

I'm in a dilemma right now, guys. I don't know if i should neuter him or not. cause every single freaking day when he comes back home, he will have new cuts and he'll be bleeding and his fur will be all black/brown with longkang dirt or wtv it is. everyday. Taiko cat.

I still love him very much :)

He is currently next to me, curled up in my blanket cause he's cold.



I don't want Kasim to be all lonely and depressed if i neuter him. I mean, i know, he'll stay at home and not fight and all but i still want him to have a life. I think its kinda selfish if i do though. :\

Its a Boy!

Today i skipped school to go to my sisters ultrasound thingy.

and Alhamdulillah ITS A HEALTHY BABY BOY :D

Thats him ❤
Smile baby :)

i knew it was gonna be a boy! I swear, i'm freaking happy right now!! Aunty Sha is gonna be the cool aunty :p

yeah, i have decided that my aunty name is Aunty Sha. omg, i sound so old!

okay, time to buka Puasa, bye!

Holy shit, I'm awesome!

Up Hills+Manual car+Super Jammed road = PAINNNN!

If you guys drive a manual, you'll know what im talking about.

but i am awesome! i went through it without any complication!

Chop it off already!

Update: Hair cut (forgot the date) but it was in July.

Before:

Not sure if you can see it, but its waaaaay until my back.
*thats the only picture i got in my lappy just before the hair cut.

After:

I might be smiling, but inside I'm crying :'(

I kinda regret chopping my hair off. I'm sorry baby :\

That lady didn't understand what i said. I told her i just wanted a trim, the she chopped it all off!!!! :'(((((

but its alright... i guess.

I.U Day

Update: 31.7.2010

Congratulations to the Interact club for organizing an awesome event! It wasnt just any charity thingy, it was like a freaking party! the lights, the sound system, the music, the dance floor! the food is good too but its kinda hard to eat rice in the dark. hahaha!

I'm so glad that i went for this year's IU day. It was my first and last time going to an iu day :) thanks for making it an awesome one!

I drove there btw. heh heh heh >:)

Oh, i was supposed to watch Salt at OU with Chai and all but i cant. So ended up going to Geo's.

Lets go for a ride!

Hello there!

I wanted to blog about my license for quite some time now but i kept procrastinating. Well, now i am officially legal to drive around. I have been waiting to drive ever since i was form 1 and now i can! yaaaaay! My dad gave me the Saga to drive around cause no one else uses it. Its so cool that i can drive to school while everyone else still depends on their parents or driver to send them :) heh heh heh! Saja nak poyo. >:D

I aced my tests all one shot! and NO, I DID NOT BRIBE. sheesh! most of the people who found out that i got my license were like "omg, aisyah you got your license??" "yeah" "How much did you bribe them?"*cheeky face*

oh come on.. why would i bribe for something so easy? Just practice, and it will be all good. Trust me on that one. During the JPJ test, I was not even CLOSE to being nervous.

Alot of my friends got their license by bribing. Thats not really fair now isn't it? hahaha
what to do eyh.

Having a P is awesome! :D

CHINESE COMMENTS??

omg, why are there ALOT of Chinese spams in my comment boxes?? wth man. How do i make it stop? >:(

Cookies anyone? :)

Well hello there, blog that i have abandoned for several months :)

I am truly sorry for the lack of updates. Prolly cause theres nothing interesting to blog about. I'm lazy to blog about my day now days.. sigh. I remember the times when i blog each and every night. good times.

Anyways, that's not really the reason why i don't blog about my days lately.. its actually because of the whole heaven scene and what not. I blame Tio man.

Affiah, Farah and Future Aisyah, if you're reading this, you'll know what i mean ;)

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So, what did i do today? OH! Me and nor baked cookies :) yummy! It was pretty random though. We were freaking bored so we just decided to bake! Its not really our thing though, but it was perfect! except for the 3rd batch, that's kinda soft.

okay that's it!
LAV YOU LA, K :}
sheesh. :\

P

Its official now :)

Happy [insert special day here] Day!

1. Happy Father's day!
2. Happy 17th Birthday!

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1: You are everything to me. There are only 2 things i have to say to you. Take care of your health and I love you, Abah :)

2: (maisarah) Its hard to believe it has been 14 years since we knew each other, mai :) I really hope that we can be friends till the very end, okay? love you ;p


Today Is a perfect day to end the mid term holidays.

And i just realized that... THIS WILL BE THE LAST SCHOOL HOLIDAYS THAT WE (form5's) WILL EVER HAVE :'(

Heaven

a lot has happened during the holidays.. i mean, A LOT!

i feel so lazy to update :(

Well, here's something new.. FARAH went to heaven! She joined affiah in the heaven zone. I ALMOST did though. me and farah got lemons and cokes during the holidays, and boy, it was gooooooooood. 0:)

hahaha, this holidays is effed up maan.

:))

Sorry

Its been almost a month since my last post. I'm so sorry blog! I've been busy lately.

And alot of things happened! I should like, update you guys properly about this month (may). I'm kinda having my mid terms right now so I don't have much time. holidays are just around the corner so i think I'll start then.

There are some things which can't be mentioned on this Blog though.
*uno dos tres cuatro, If you know what i mean :p haha

so Anyways, to me, my mid terms are kinda good. I have a really good feeling about it. We'll just see after the holidays :p

Hearts and Carnivals :)

I'm so happy :) I finally know how to make heart shaped origami!

:D

thanKs :D

And Kasim is suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper manja to the max! He had a conversation with me for the first time! Like, i said something, and he meow. a lot of times! cause usually he will be the quiet and cute one. Cookie is the one that talks alot. Kasim only talks to me and my mom. haha, i sound crazy :)

So anyways, my school had a carnival last Saturday. It was okay i guess. I felt really bad though. cause I invited Adrinda and afrina cause i wanted to catch up with them. But then i had to work in the Haunted House. So i ended up not hanging with them :\ I'm so sorry you guys. But i still get to see them, so that's good :)

And the Haunted House was fun! I love it :) Its so funny to see other people scared! But it was really irritating when a group of people that came in the Haunted house started to sing. such a waste of money right?? nak masuk rumah hantu pastu nyanyi. dah la tunggu line yg panjang gila. wtv. And theres this effed up group that came in. This kid freaking pushed me and then he pinched me. I was seriously tempted to punch him. Damn kurang ajar. grrrr.

ee, i don't wanna think abt this so much. Its spoiling my happy Heart day :)

k bye!

Kasim :(

My baby is sick :((((( He's super warm all the time, he sleeps from morning to night, he doesn't wanna eat, and he did the weirdest thing just now.. he coughed! ITS SO SCARY :'(

I wanted to bring him to the vet on Tuesday but i seriously had no time at all! been busy this whole week. Tmrw is the prs camp pulak at Genting. ohh my poor poor baby :\

My grandma had her knee operation this morning. She's fine now. Went to the hospital to visit her at around 6pm just now. Nor is staying over night to look after her.

i should pack up now... see ya.

I miss Athirah

Athimo! Where have you beeeeeeen?? I feel like i haven't seen you for soooooooooo long. I tried calling you at school today but my phone was effed up :\ i wanted to tell you about the dream I had when i was taking a snooze at school today. I was dreaming about me sleeping at school and you were standing at the corridor doing your creepy smile! ohhh how i miss that! :')

Merentas Desa? :'(

I hate this. I freaking OVERSLEPT yesterday, and it wasn't just any day.. it was MERENTAS DESA! omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg i feel like crying :'(

At first i didn't feel like going, but at abt 2am i changed my mind abt not going. Then i slept and when i woke up, it was already 9am. FFFFFFFFF-

I swear to god, i was so mad at myself! Gloria tole me that i could easily get top 10 again this year cause this SUPER fast form 4 girl didn't come and Wei Xuan was injured or smthing. shit. 4 rumah ungu girls got top 10! Gloria, Ash, Ai lin and Nadila. congrats btw! :). if i went, it would be the 5 of us! :\

I'm so sorry Amethyst.

Dance Dance

I am now addicted to the dance mat thingy.

(Y)

Sexy Voice

Hey blog.

Malas la wanna update now days..

well anyways, today is the 15th of April and i am having a really bad sore throat. I'm not sure why i got it though.. but i know one thing, everyone else seems to love it. Ian was like "i like your voice like this. its less annoying." then maxim was like "its so sexy i've got goosebumps!" banyak lah lagi. eeeee so jahat. They only like my voice when I'm in pain! :(

haha wtv, i love it too. But its so hard to talk and laugh! sheesh. Cookie doesn't like it though. He doesn't respond when i call him or anything anymore.

okay never mind that. Yesterday was the Net Ball competition at Cochrane (or however you spell it?). We lost. :\ but its kay. and surprisingly i saw Athirah there! hahaha so random.

oh ya, I already have my own car btw :) nothing special or anything. Its a saga. My sisters one. ya ya i know its not a myvi or a swift or any typical 'P' driver's car... at lease i have one. and its manual. I'm damn pro in it already :) cheh I'm so full of myself in this post.

k bye!

baby baby baby ! :D

Pretty much sums up my March+1st of april:

otw to the animal quarantine and i saw a pretty cloud that looked like ❤

I went to the Hot air Balloon thing at Putrajaya

But then it started to rain heavily! so the hot air balloon thing was a fail

Meet Cookie! extremely smart cat manja-ing with me at night ❤

Kasim temaning me study

Watched Zee Avi

BEFORE

AFTER

Kasim's tag. My name and number engraved behind it :)

Pixie's Tag. (Nurul's name and hp num)

Cookie's tag, Nors num and name.


And......

❤

I'M GONNA BE AN AUNTY!
A FREAKIN REAL ONE!
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! I'M SO HAPPY!
CONGRATS TINI AND IKHSAN!
Can't wait for the 28th november ❤

I'm gonna love him\her just like how i love my cats ❤ or even more ❤❤❤❤❤

Saya sudah pindah

i guess i should prolly update my blog. yes, it has been a while...

I have officially moved out of hartamas and to Bukit Damansara. Its at Setia Kasih 9. :\ maaaaan, I was just starting to like hartamas. I mean, its SO convenient!

Its like in the middle of everything. School's right in front, I don't have to worry who's picking me up when i stay back and stuff, if my parents are out station or something i can easily walk to desa and buy food/ groceries, I can find a cab just by waiting at the bus stop near by my house, And if there's no one at home i can just walk to tuition.. sighh.. I AM gonna miss that place.

But on the other hand, Kasim and Pixie loves Bukit Damansara! cause its their first time having a big garden to run around freely. or else they usually have to play on the road infront of my house.

i forgot to tell you guys. My sister came back from Indonesia for good about three weeks ago. So She brought her cat home (cookie/Boy/Nano/Manja) i don't know his name. He had to stay at the air port for a week at the animal quarantine building. poor boy :( But he's back now! :D

hmm what else happened this month... I went to watch Zee Avi with Anwar, Faheem and Ali :) Thanks again Anwar! oooomg, She was just awesome <3>

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My mom made a rule to only let me use the Internet during the weekends now. :\ i actually wrote all of these yesterday when the TM net guy came to fix the Internet in the new house. Then my mom found out i was using my mac so she took it away before i uploaded all the photos. I'll upload all the photo's this Saturday or Sunday :)

I'm using my sister's lappy right now. my mom doesn't know.

Sex wont make him yours, baby wont make him stay.

I saw a poster in school a few days ago and it says 'Sex wont make him yours, baby wont make him stay'. I definitely agree with that. I feel like the girls these days are really stupid when it comes to making decisions. The only reason boys get with girls is because they are curious and they want to 'experience' new things. Please don't let those young boys with raging hormones use you girls.

Having a boyfriend by the age of 13, having illegal sex by the age of 14, being pregnant at 15 and finally your whole future ruined by having a baby at the age of 16. Do you girls really want that?

tak payah la nak tiru budaya orang barat.

Before making decisions, open up your eyes and think about the good and bad things that will happen to you. If you know its bad, then use that brain that god gave you and do the right thing.


Sorry for the lecture. I just feel like teen pregnancy is getting a little out of hand. Some teenagers are just plain stupid.

This will never happen :\

Wanna know what i think? After going to kasturi for a month now, i think that the system is really good. I wish all the government school system is like that. For those of you who don't know how its like in Kasturi, well, the time table it very flexible.

For example, there's 4 add math classes in a day and we can choose any time in that day to have the add math class. then, there's a 10/30 minute break between classes. You can go for 10 classes and i can guarantee that it wont clash with any other subjects if you plan it out properly. like, in a week you have to go once for each class but its anytime you want. Then they will give you an attendance card so that they can mark if you already went for the class in a week or not.

Isn't it awesome if school was like that? Takde la stress all the time nak cramp 6 subjects a day from 7.3oam-1.50pm with just a 20 minute break :\ i think its plain silly. Then the teachers always complain about the students that doesn't do their work, doesn't pay attention and always sleeps in class.

okay, that's all i wanna say now :)

OH OH!! so, if you feel like going to kasturi just let me know :) I can get a 40ringgit discount for my fees if i introduce kasturi to someone. thanks! help me save money by going to kasturi, okay? thanksssssss

Hair cut

Hello :)

I'm so happy cause my parents just got back from Indonesia :D I got 2 dress, a blue checkered top and tights. but the tights was too tight for me :) hahaha. so i gave it to my sister. THANK YOU MAK AND ABAH! :*

Okay, i don't know whats wrong with Kasim, but he's been stoning the whole day! like, he just sits and stare blanklyyyyyyyyy. gaaaaaah SO CUTE!



So anyways, I got a hair cut yesterday. So much for keeping it long till June right? oh well, My head feels 1kg lighter! And its SO much easier to tie my hair :D

I didn't really cut It short.. I just layered it. Its like form 2 and 3 all over again :) No more painful hair slap for you guys then :( :)

Okay, that's it.

I should probably upload some photos. I'm not the type that takes photos myself alot, but i was having SUCH a good hair day yesterday that i couldn't resist! ;p

BEFORE:

AFTER:









Nor, i look like you!
D:

I faced my fear today!

I have a confession.. I am secretly scared of the lion dance. there, i said it! i tried not making it obvious.. but i just cant help it. last night at Keefe's house, i was so shocked to see the lion dance thing! i seriously didn't wanna go inside at first. hahaha, i sound so lame.

Keefe's open house was awesome btw! BUT, i was sweating like a pig and i don't even know why! man... the sweat ruined my good hair day :( but never mind that. Keefe should make more parties (Y) :D

Today i went to kasturi. took the lrt there. I was just listening to my mp4 in the lrt. then, some random mat salleh guy took my left ear phones off and said Hi. Seriously, i was really shocked at first! i thought its some rempit yang nak curi my things. Then he smiled and went off to kl central. I smiled back of course but Okay, just because he's white doesn't mean he can do anything. I think he said hi several times but i couldn't hear. ahh well.

So anyways, After tuition, i met up with Farah. We walked around petaling street for fun lah before going back. suddenly, there it was. that sound. The lion dance. i swear, THEY WERE EVERYWHERE! There were at least 4 of them i think. but different places. I feel like they're following me all the time!

:(

Love ya

I miss you mama!

My mom went to Indonesia on monday for my sisters graduation. Shes now officially Dr. Nurhafizah! congratulations nor :D

My mom went at 1pm so i didn't get to follow her to the air port. On that morning, when i was about to go to school, i said good bye to my mama and got all emotional after that. I really really miss her :'(

So its just me and my dad. well, nurul moved back here so shes around once in a while. Tomorrow, my dad is going to join them at bandung for the official graduation on the 1st of march.

They'll only come back on the 3rd of march. man... so lama. But the good news is, I gave my mom a list of things to buy, so I'm just thinking about that everyday to make me happy :D

I guess I'm stressed out?

I don't really know how it feels to be stressed out for real, but i think I'm stressed now. haha, it sounds so pathetic! but yeah, its not like those "omg, exams is tomorrow! STRESS!" its more like those things where you had too much to take and then you cry over the smallest thing, you get angry really quickly and that you just feel like giving up. ugh, sounds so depressing.

I've never really experienced the physical effects of it until today. I cried for no reason (got la, but its personal), My eyes are kinda reddish today, I didn't have any mood for anything, Headaches all day long, PIMPLES on my face D: , ulcers on my tongue :( but that's cause i bit it accidentally.. still.

My parents are lucky that even though I'm stressed or wtv I don't do those bad things that teenagers do. I don't smoke, i don't drink, I don't do drugs, I don't merempit (uhh..), i don't go around guys and let them do whatever they want with me. banyak lah.

To you girls that does all those things just to 'calm' yourself down or whatever, you're pathetic. Seriously.

so yeah, I don't know what to do.
Sorry for the boring post.

Unexpected fun :)

Hey guys! I don't think I'm gonna private my blog. The whole reason I'm gonna private it is cause i found out that my mom follows it. But i don't really care now.. baca lah, mak :)

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So today went totally unexpected. I actually planned to meet up with Athirah, affiah and Mai at Bangsar Village for dessert and a chit chat session. lamaaaaaa tak jumpa Athimo! :)

but then my sister told me that she and liyana (my cousin) are gonna go to Tini's house for a swim and asked me to tag along. So i had to choose between swimming/lunch with family and Lunch with friends. So ended up going swimming. you know... family first, all that.

Then i texted Athirah and affiah and maisarah and told them that i cant make it and that i had to go to OU to have lunch with my sisters instead. They were sad and all. Then later on when me, my sisters and my cousin got to ou, I got a text from Affiah saying that they changed the plan and that they are going to OU as instead, and at the same time, It was Nadhils birthday and that alot of friends will be at Nandos to have lunch! I was like reaaaaally happy! :D

So I told my sisters that i was going to join my friends instead and they were okay with it. They went to Dave's Deli.

Then after a while i had to go back to my sisters place. I balik awal :(

We watched 'Cloudy with a Chance of Meat Ball' on my sisters lappy for a while then when it got shadier, we went swimming.

THE WATER WAS FREEZING! D:

Over all, it was fun!
Thanks you guys :)

Last

Hey guys, (yes this includes you, mak)

I just got back from Johor today. my uncle had a house warming. So we had a BBQ thingy yesterday. The house is damn nice!

So anyways, I'm gonna private my blog starting from next week or something. I just gotta figure out how to though.

So if you wanna continue reading my boring blog just comment anywhere kayss :)

my mom found my blog btw. thats why I'm privating this :)

K BYE!

:'(

Sayang :(( ❤

I miss you gremlin.

Sports Day '10

shit, I'm getting emotional you guys! This is the LAST sports day in my life :((( omggg. :'(

Photo's will be uploaded soon. Didn't take much though. So Ungu got 2nd for perbarisan. Congrats! but i was seriously positive that we will get first. WE WERE SO GOOD, I SWEAR. I don't understand how merah can win. seriously effed up Mann. Sorry merah if you're reading this. I'm just really annoyed now.

the weather was SO HOT TODAY! Sports day ended pretty late this year. we arrived school at 4.30pm or something like that. then went to desa to drink. got home at about 5+, and slept straight away.

omg, I'm so angry and sad right now. i Don't feel like blogging anymore. See ya.

I'm 17 :)

So, todays my 17th Birthday :) the day went pretty normal, like any other day except for the random birthday wishes and songs! malu lah :)

HAHAH!

So anyways, in the morning we had raptai for marching. Then, after school it was Tarik tali. and as usual, ungu got FIRST! seriously man, i love ungu :)

Then i had math tuition at 6. Then At night, my parents and i went to Chili's to celebrate my 17th birthday. ohhh the food was heaven 0:)

Tomorrow is the saringan for sports day, so we have to go to the stadium to run and stuffs. then on Thursday is Sports day.

btw, Yesterday i started Kasturi. Its pretty okay i guess. but I'm really lazy to go there. I mean, it takes alot of effort lah. and the people there are kinda creepy. This one girl, she kept staring at me!! like, shes a Les or something. its not like the bitch stare or anything, its more like, fauzi stare! yeah, that. sick right?

Then me farah and affiah went to Rasta for a bazaar. Met up with ash li. shopped like crazy. well, not me, they did. hahah.

i don't know what else so say.
Je ne fume pas.

OMG!!!!!!

I DON'T WANNA MOVE HOUSES AGAIN! WTF! >: ((((
I SWEAR, I AM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW.

Such a lazy day

okay, i swear, i have nothing to blog about anymore. I don't really like to blog about my day cause it has been boring lately. hmm lets see, oh yeah! Joel's gone to Australia on the 25th which was on monday. He's so lucky. we had like a surprise Lunch thing at bangsar for him last sunday. I will miss him mannn. I'm so lazy to upload the pictures though :\

okay, whats next? .... I'm going to Ipoh this weekend. I forgot for what.

Sports day is next next week. damn fast riiight.

Kay then, thats it.
BYE <3

Presents already?!

Sorry i haven't been updating much.

I still can't believe I'm form 5 now. I hate being form 5! We always get lectured about how we have to behave cause we're the seniors and what not. ughh.

So anyways, today Farah made my day! She found a perfect birthday present for me and she just couldn't wait till my birthday. So this morning she brought it to school and guess what it is?

An Umbrella! and not just any umbrella, a see through one! i bet you guys are like, "big deal, its just an umbrealla" and all. actually, it is a big deal for me. I have been looking everywhere for a see through umbrella ever since form 3 (or 2). everyone loved it, farah :)

I've found quite alot actually, but it has polka dots on it, or like, lace and flowers and all. eeee.

THANK YOU FARAH! she just knows me too well :)

Btw guys, I'm still looking for a bow tie collar for my baby Kasim *hint*

I really need to start training for sports day :(

School!

Its that time of the year again; the first day of school!

Everyone's fb status is like ''OMG school! I'm soooooo not ready!" "fuck school! blah blah blah..." something like that.

oh well, what to do right? we can't stop time or whatever.

so anyways, I went for a last minute shoe and stationary shopping just now at 8pm with my dad and my sisters. and guess what? my feet is so small that i could fit a size 3 shoe D: maaan.

but whatever, I'm actually a size 4/5. its still small though. heee

shit. its 11.30pm, my hair is still wet and i have to sleep. Kay then, I'll have to iron my clothes and pack up and stuffs. Hopefully i can wake up tomorrow morning. Night!

Hai 2010, bleh brknaln?

ehehehe :) I just can't wait to find out what kind of adventures and surprises 2010 will bring me! :D

So, this is my First post this year. and i am writing this at my grandma's house in Ipoh. I'm in Ipoh cause tomorrow is the guy's side of the wedding :)

tomorrow is gonna be a looooooooooong day!

Here are my New year's resolutions:

• Keep my hair long until June
• Study everyday
• Tak tinggal senbahyang (especially zohor and isyak! i seriously have to stop skipping them)
• Go swimming once a week
• lose weight blah blah blah
• Pass my driving test
• Pass SPM, at least 6 or 5A's
• Perform somewhere
• Get a medal for Merentas Desa
• will be added soon

okay then, I hope you guys enjoyed your 2009. now go get ready for 2010!

HAPPY 2010! :)